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Like a triple-decker multi-flavored sorbet on a waffle cone.



I have been so busy within the last month that I haven't even had the time to function like a normal human being, let alone write a new blog.


However, there's a time for all things, and this blog's time is NOW.


Looks like my last post was over a month ago...ouch. Lets cover that, shall we?

My mom and I drove through Idaho to pick up a new dog--a Border Collie which we have named Hugo. He is adorable and I love him.





I also have a job, serving Chinese food at Panda Express. Come buy some orange chicken from me!

But the last month or so, I have been engulfed by the loss of another Bestie. Jessica moved to Seattle for UW. So, for the last month or so, I have been pretty down. It could be just that, or a mixture of various things, but I definitely haven't felt like myself lately.

I have a plan. I go to SFCC for two years (roughly), then apply to as many other colleges as I can. Hopefully, I will then move to Seattle to continue my schooling.
School, work, sleep.
Wash, rinse, repeat.

There will be some room for play, life, theatre and so on... but I feel like my plan isn't good enough. I feel like if I could die at any minute, what am I doing HERE? Why am I not saying "To Hell with social norms!", moving to Seattle right now and not caring what happens, as long as I can get to where I WANT to be?

I've also been having a lot of weird, disjointed thoughts about life, spirituality and the existence of human beings in general.

Heavy stuff, I know, which is why I've officially kicked that topic into a whole other post, which I will post separately, in case some people don't want to read it ;).

So, this post is rather long all of a sudden, isn't it?


I'll post again soon. Go read my story and review! Its under a second blog on my profile (Insanity). If you read, I'll post more. Therefore, I will write more.


LAHVE <3